° OUtRAGE0US . / ` as cool as i WANT to be ~ ,

lollier0t @ 2004-12-25T22:18:00

2004-12-25T11:21:42Z

I've decided on a new LJ username.
_shewillshatter
_shewillshatter
_shewillshatter
_shewillshatter
Yeah-uh.</p>

lollier0t @ 2004-12-25T09:30:00

2004-12-24T22:44:20Z

it's christmas. but it just doesn't feel right. at all.

last night. mum made me play carols on the piano. i did.
we had the usual christmas dinner. which took her hours
to prepare. stuff like seafood, mushrooms, steak etcetcra.
the highlight of the night was recieving my ABH dvd. hee.
i've wanted it for ages. but never had enough moolah.

i ended up watching the whole dvd like. . . twice.

recieved my shirt in the mail last night. but the wronf fucking one.
he sent me bloody heartagram shirt [which is good too] but i
effing ordered a JTHM shirt, damnit, yeah. that stuffed my day.

i got mum a foot massgae-thing and a michael buble cd. dad got a
stress pig. lmao. when you squeeze it, his eyes POP OUT. Harhar.
yeah, and i got uncle campbell and aunt trish the same thing.
but trish got a hippo and campie got a panda. i like those pandas.
i also got my blythe some. . stuff. i got her some funky
'bratz: treasures' clothes, and some new earrings. she looks
oh so pretty. toby [my puppy] got a new studded black collar.
BUT IT DOESN"T EVEN FUCKING FIT. i'll have to go and get it replaced
with a larger sized one. yeah. and i got my ev dvd. so i'm heppy.

i think thats it. . . . . . . . . . . yep. kbye. <3

PS. it doesn't feel like christmas at all. it's so sad. :(

lollier0t @ 2004-12-24T16:50:00

2004-12-24T06:03:21Z

Let me just say that I am back after a week of no internet.
Not that anyone would of noticed or cared. :)

And I'll finish off by posting my horrible horrible
results for the year. . Boy, do I hate reports.

English: C
Indonesian: A
Maths: B
PE + Health: D
Science: D
Sport: C
Geography: UG
History: E
Piano: C
VET: A
Visual Art: A

Yep. There you have it. My worst YET.

Merry Christmas Eve everyone.
I HATE CHRISTMAS!!

---------------------------------
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Kim.
2. Kimmeh.
3. Kimeth.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. Lollier0t/Dollier0t.
2. Secret.
3. Kthxdie.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF.
1. Pass.
2. Pass.
3. Pass. Again.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. My Face.
2. My Body.
3. Myself.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. German.
2. Australian.
3. Japanese/Indonesian.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Butterflies.
2. Clowns.
3. REALTORS.*cough*

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Blythe.
2. Caramel Jerseys.
3. Internet.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. PJ Pants.
2. 'Top Dog' Shirt.
3. Undiepanties.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists(at the moment))
1. My Chemical Romance.
2. Evanescence.
3. MSI/Scarling/JoJ.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT
1. Strata // Never There.
2. Taking Back Sunday // Your Own Disaster.
3. Megan McCauley // Wonder.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Moving out.
2. Customizing Vitani (my blythe).
3. Not stuffing my computer. AGAIN.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given)
1. Pass.
2. Pass.
3. PASS. Fuck. PASS.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE.
1. I hate Christmas.
2. I love no one.
3. I like guys.

THREE *PHYSICAL* THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. Pass.
2. Pass.
3. Ditto.

THREE *PHYSICAL* THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. Nothing.
2. Nothing.
3. Nada.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO
1. Go out in public ever again.
2. Love myself for who I am.
3. Live here for another year.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. Internet.
2. Music.
3. Blythe.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. Head Explody.
2. Throw stuff at cars. FROM MY WINDOW.
3. Sleep through Christmas.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1. Artist.
2. Taxidermist.
3. Blythist.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. Canada.
2. USA.
3. Japan.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Be in a band.
2. Love.
3. Move out.

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR *[ELSE]...
1. You.
2. You. Over there.
3. That other guy.
---------------------------------

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lollier0t @ 2004-12-20T14:38:00

2004-12-20T03:45:37Z

Soo yeah. 2 days ago: Met up with Tim, Michael and Maggie to see
Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events. 'Twas goooood.
We gave eachother Xmas Pressies and stuff. I got a Stewie plushie. <3
Anndd, I also tried a new flavour bubblecup. COOKIES AND CREAM.

IT'S THE BOMB, BABY.

Yesterday: Did nothing. Stayed home. Ate Wontons. Thassit.

TOO-DAY: Stayed home. Made some groovy 70's style pants for my B.
Also started sewing a nice black corset with blue stitching and
pink lace and ribbons. Oohhh. *drools* She's look oh so pretty.

That's pretty much it.

OH YEAH. I just got the Special Edition Aladdin DVD, which came
with a free Timon and Pumba movie. *squeels* I think I'll go watch now.

. . . yup.

lollier0t @ 2004-12-17T13:05:00

2004-12-17T02:22:53Z

Dear Almighty Santa Man,
This Xmas I want. . .
1) Jhonen Vasquez, Amy lee and Roman Dirge tied up in a bag.
2) Nikon Coolpix 3100.
3) Zombie Bunny Plush Doll.
4) My Nny shirt to arrive in the mail.
5) Biscuits.
6) This effing splinter to get out of my thumb.
7) Ms Mathieson to die.
8) Magical powers.
9) The grinch to steal Xmas. . .

I HATE XMAS! *dissapears*

lollier0t @ 2004-12-16T19:18:00

2004-12-16T08:27:50Z

I just downloaded 'Bond - Classified' for Mums Xmas present.
It's not even that good. *smacks self with ruler*

In other news-ay.
Last night, Samuel slept over and we had a "ZIM FEST" night.
We basically watch Series 1-3 and drank Calpico Soda all night.
Popcorn got burn, so I threw it up. And yeah. I love Ikea Teddies.
Samuel kept sucking on a Brita water filter thing Which was pretty weird.
OH YEAH. And that bitch didn't even wake up 'till 10:20 the next morning.
He SO would've slept 'till 2:00 if I hadn't woken him up.
I can't stand people who sleep in. I got up at 5:00. Bloody hell.
Plus, I have no idea how he slept through Dad's lawn mowing and whatnot.

Boy, do I Looovvee Caramel Jerseys. Mhhmmm. <3

lollier0t @ 2004-12-15T12:00:00

2004-12-15T01:03:48Z

[Nevermind. Will update tonight.]

Step 1: Put your media player on random.
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 25 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly

1. I took their smiles and I made them mine. I sold my soul just to hide the light.
And now I see what I really am... A thief, a whore and a liar.

2. Wonderland. Youkoso kiminiwa. Fairyland. Ai no mahou nano
Love's all way. Mainichi fuwafuwa komugi no yuuwaku.

3. ~~This is how it should be done. This style, style, style, done. Pow! Mutha fucka... pow!~~

4. The circus lurches in, a ring of promised delight. For seven days and seven festival nights.
What wicked wonders lie within the comfines, of the panther's den

5. Hey you, big mood. Guide me, to shelter. 'Cause I’m through.
When the two. Hits the six. And it’s summer

6. Skin against skin blood and bone. You're all by yourself but you're not alone.
You wanted in now you're here. Driven by hate consumed by fear.

7. Stay out of the light. Or the photographs that I gave you.
You can say a prayer if you need to. Or just get in line and I'll grieve you.

8. Suicide on the horizon. I count these miseries to ten. These past of the tint of light turns to twilight.
'Cause I won't understand better day. Bow down won't let this eat me alive.

9. I think my friend said, "I hear footsteps." I wore my black and white dress to the
birthday massacre. I think my friend said, "Stick it in the back of her head."
I think my friend said, "Two of them are sisters." "I'm a murder tramp, birthday boy",
I think I said "I'm gonna bash them in, bash them in", I think he said.

10. One pill makes you larger, and one pill makes you small.
But the ones that mother gives you don't do anything at all.

11. I'm not afraid of looking ugly. I couldn't care what they say.
I'm not afraid of happy endings. I'm just afraid my life won't work that way.
I'm not afraid of forgiveness. I absolve you everything. I'm not afraid of lying..

12. It's just another day. The shame is gone. It's hard to believe.
That I've let it go away. It's just a melody. It bleeds in me.
Hard to believe. That I've let it go.

13. There's lots of pretty, pretty ones. Who want to get you high.
But all the pretty, pretty ones. Will leave you low. And blow your mind.

14. She keeps a picture of the body she lends. Got nasty blisters from the money she spends.
She's got a life of her own. And it shows by the Benz. She drives at 90 by the Barbies and Kens.

15. I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell.
I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself.
I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it. I can't just drop it.
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it. At least I admit it.

16. ~~Just blinded by the bright lights. Your silhouette binds my eyes.~~

17. I still remember the world. From the eyes of a child.
Slowly those feelings. Were clouded by what I know now.

18. Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me.
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me.
All of my hate cannot be bound. I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.

19. Peacfully, I've given it all away. Still wishing I knew where I'd of been.
Missing you and I'm wishing away. Gone blind and I never knew where. I...

20. I never noticed you were illegal. Rest of my life in San Bernadino.
No no no no no - this ain't no walk in the park.
Hey son check out my buns.
I'm gonna make another record then i'm gonna double up.
Hey man this is my freakin' plan. I be da fucking fool.
Be wrecking crews across the land - come on.

21. Hey miss soon to be best-case scenario for me.
Petting zoo changed to living room swept up shark bait at your feet.
Prosthetic violins sing bigger chords struck bulletin boards.

22. Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours.
She even poked the holes so I can breathe. She bought the last line.
I'm just the worst kind. Of guy to argue. With what you might find.
And for the last night I lie. Could I lie with you?

23. On the edge I look in touch the flesh.
Touch the skin cup my hands time stood still.
Intoxicate fire at will pulsating through my veins.

24. And I swallow these capsules to regain my grip.
And I swallowed myself sick And I inherited my health.

25. The blood on our black gloves. It is none of your concern.
If you want to call our bluff. Get in line and wait your turn.
And watch the witches burn. Don't flinch when innocents.
Are dancing with the flame. If they wanted to live
They'd learn to play the game.

[sheesh. that took a while to do. O.o;;]

lollier0t @ 2004-12-14T21:49:00

2004-12-14T10:52:34Z

I have heaps to write about. Butt. I am tired.
SO I UPDATE TOMORROW MORNING. G'NIGHT. D:

[Z?]

lollier0t @ 2004-12-13T23:16:00

2004-12-13T23:19:14Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY. <33

lollier0t @ 2004-12-13T19:31:00

2004-12-13T08:34:58Z

Oh my fucking god. This has got to be the best site EVAR.

http://www.genkigang.com/genkigang.html
http://www.genkigang.com/genkigang.html
http://www.genkigang.com/genkigang.html
http://www.genkigang.com/genkigang.html

They have GIR/Moogle/Pokemon/Digimon/Gaia/Kirby HATS.
Yes. That is all for now. *drools*

lollier0t @ 2004-12-10T19:58:00

2004-12-10T09:05:37Z

Right now. I'm eating Vanilla cake Mix. I think I'm gonna be sick.

Stealing this from crashcrash. Mmyeah. :]</span>

Recommend me:
1. A book.
2. A movie.
3. A song and/or band.

I won't be posting another entry 'till I get recommended something good.

I miss Jhonen. *goes on another JV obsessing spree* <33

lollier0t @ 2004-12-09T22:15:00

2004-12-09T11:24:13Z

Andy's dad died yesterday. He didn't find out 'till last night. . .
Ms. Bozyk asked me and Dilara to get him a 'Sympath card'. Poor guy.
I mean, I hate my parents. AND I MEAN REALLY HATE THEM. . .
But I would NEVER ever want them to die. Oh, no no no.

I stayed home today. I didn't really feel like going to school.
Only one more day of school left. . . BOOYA. Freedom is nigh.

I just watched Creature Comforts on ABC. Oh god, I heart Fluffy.
Happy Tree Friends isn't on TV today. And I'm bored as fuck. . .

Oh yah. I think I'm getting a lipring soon. I'm scared though. O__o
My parents won't let me. If they find out, I'm dead. Dead dead. Dead.
Moving on. For those of you who read my entry about that weirded
face on the grilled cheese sandwhich. . . CLICK HERE.
Yep. . . click there to put your own face on a sandwhich. FUN.

Hmm.. I didn't get home till about 8:30pm, today.
Had a huge fight last night/morning with THE parents.
By the time I got home, they went out for dinner. Meh.
I really want to move out, be on my own. BY MYSELF. </3 Night all. I'mma go get a glass of water now. THIRSTY. *poof*

I know. I'm a little slow.. but here. Read.

2004-12-07T06:04:25Z

Apparently this young lady hired two people to kill her mother. . .
They found the body in a burning van. . .
Heres the full story.
Also, it seems she had a livejournal. It had to be mirrored to another site.

In other news, I need a job. . now. . .
I also need to start sending out more letters for work experience next year. . .
I sent one to minotaur around two days ago. . . they rejected me with this:
"Hi Kimberlee. . . We never offer work experience - sorry. Too busy to supervise!"
Psh. Anyone know anywhere else I could work? I think I might try StarsnStripes. . .

I BOUGHT A NNY SHIRT YAY FOR ME. And this other cool corsetish type one.

Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaats all for now. Ciao, my babies. . . <3

lollier0t @ 2004-12-04T07:43:00

2004-12-03T20:45:28Z

New Layout + Icon. Comment?

Never falling in love again. Ever.

2004-12-02T06:59:52Z

I swear..
Love is the slowest form of Suicide.

lollier0t @ 2004-12-01T18:38:00

2004-12-01T07:42:32Z

http://cgi.ebay.com.au/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=36546&item=5539538806&rd=1
http://cgi.ebay.com.au/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=36546&item=5539543790&rd=1

lollier0t @ 2004-12-01T10:16:00

2004-12-01T05:41:35Z

Not going to school today. I'm uber late anyhow.
Parents are okay with it. Soo.. yah. YIPEE. Heehee.
I'll go re-format my computer since it's practically dead.
I'm on my mums right if you were wondering. *sneeze*
I hate computers. Mine to be specific. It dies like.. every month.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT, I SWEAR!! *points to the squirrel* Uhuh.

I seriously can't stand my hair. Just look at it! Well, you can't exactly.
But here, lemme help. *sits you down* Okay.. long story short:
Water = Bad. Bad = Frizzy. Frizzy = Unhappiness. Unhappiness = Something else.
Yeah, that basically means I can't stay out in the rain, which I LOVE. LOOOVEEEEEE.
Which also means I need to stay under an umbrella. Yes. BUT MINE KEEPS FALLING APART
and I keep having to buy new ones that keep breaking that result in a huge moola loss.
*siiiiggggggggghhhhhhh* Yeah. I'm not okay. Trust me. Bad day. Bad week. Don't ask why.

I need a wig. *cough* :|

EDITEDITEDIT!! Dad made me do gardening with him. Poo.
Now I'm all ditry-fied and need to be cleaned. Which can only mean 1 thing.
Shower time. Hoohaa. *kicks air* :D

lollier0t @ 2004-11-28T21:12:00

2004-11-28T10:21:49Z

Is it possible to totally fall in love with someone who isn't alive?
Someone who only exists in pictures and papers. Someone or something.
Someone who doesn't know you, who can't hear you, see you or talk to you.
Someone who goes by the name of Johnny.
Yes. I confess. I love a Comicbook Character. Hit me.
BUT HE IS THE AWESOME. </3 I LOVE YOU NNY. XD And I have for 3 1/2 years. I'm so sad. -reads more jthm fanfics-

lollier0t @ 2004-11-28T12:11:00

2004-11-28T01:14:08Z


brain freezies are love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

So true. <33

Meh. I haven't been very LJ-active lately.
I guess it's cos I have nothing to say.

Bye for now.

lollier0t @ 2004-11-21T18:28:00

2004-11-21T07:30:33Z

Velvet Minuet is miiiiiiiiiineeee. *tap dances*

AND CONGRATS TO CASEY FOR WINNING IDOL 2004. :)

lollier0t @ 2004-11-20T20:52:00

2004-11-20T10:03:46Z

Someone please buy me these Amy Lee dolls. I'd love you forever. XD
http://tinyurl.com/6eh7q
http://tinyurl.com/5emwt
and
http://tinyurl.com/4zh3s
*spasm* !!! They'd make such a lurvely addition to my doll collection.

In other news. I payed a visit to the local Condom kingdom store. Teehee.
Which, may I add, was packed with old flabby "frustrated" grannies. *grin*

I'm getting my hair done soon. Ideas, anyone?
I'll be getting my hair dyed A COLOR. Most likely purple/blue.
Or something like that. I think dad'll be driving me to the hairdresser.
If he doesn't I'll be oh-so-unhappy for I'll have to take the train all the
way to Glenferrie Road. Woe is me.

As for news in the world of blythe, Velvet Minuet is as good as mine. (:

And now. I sleep.

lollier0t @ 2004-11-19T17:27:00

2004-11-19T06:31:07Z

Where is the ♥.
Oh how I do miss Justin.

Yeah. I made this icon, ain't it pretty? *touches*
I'll be auditioning for a number of bands in the near future.
And I'll hopefully be accepted into one. I HOPE SO.

Do this, bastards. (:

(1) Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference: Tiger, Horse, Sheep, Cow, Pig
(2) Write one word that describes each one of the following: Dog, Cat, Rat, Coffee, Sea.
(3) Think of someone, who also knows you and is important to you, which you can relate them to the
following colors. Do not repeat your answer twice. Name just one person for each color:
Yellow, Orange, Red, White, Green.

(1)
This will define your priorities in your life.

TIGER signifies Pride
HORSE signifies Family
SHEEP signifies Love
COW signifies Career
PIG signifies Money

(2)
Your description of dog implies your own personality.
Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner.
Your description of rat implies the personality of your
enemies.
Your description of coffee is how you interpret sex.
Your description of the sea implies your own life.

(3)
Yellow: Someone you will never forget
Orange: Someone you consider your true friend
Red: Someone that you really love
White: Your twin soul
Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life

____

MY EFFING ANSWERS.
SHEEP - love
COW - career
PIG - money
TIGER - pride
HORSE - family

DOG - Furry [my personality]
CAT - Adorable [my partners personality]
RAT - Playful [personality of my enemies]
COFFEE - Dislike [my interpretation of sex]
SEA - Unknown [my own life]

YELLOW - Dom [never forget her]
ORANGE - Yilin [true friend]
RED - Justin [really love]
WHITE - Rhi [my twin soul]
GREEN - Sammy [remember forever]

After writing my answers down and checking out what they mean..
I GOT A FUCKING HEARTATTACK. Cos It's all true and it all makes sense.

Oh yah. This was stolen from bactine. ;P POST YOUR ANSWERS HERE, KTHX.

lollier0t @ 2004-11-17T17:01:00

2004-11-17T06:04:40Z

Sjhgdjghlmvjyoiv3u. Fuuuucccckkiingg hell.
Stupid fucking eBay. I wanted that bloody Blythe.

<\3

lollier0t @ 2004-11-17T14:29:00

2004-11-17T03:33:46Z

My eye hurts and my eyelid is all puffy.
I need to go get some eyedrop things.
*shudder* The doctor says I can't wear makeup for a few months.

In other news. I can't wait to get my first Blythe.
I've been savin for so long and i can't fucking wait.
I'll post pictures once it actually arrives.

Over and out.

lollier0t @ 2004-11-14T12:43:00

2004-11-14T01:47:01Z

Wow, I'm bored.
My mom's taking me thrifting when she gets home.
Need a skirt for the KMFDM show.
If I don't find one, I'm going to wear pants. It's probably a better idea to wear pants in the first place, but eh.

School resumes tommorrow. Oh, joy.